Forgive Me
Forgive Me
Forgive me if I don't smile
Forgive me if I don't laugh at your jokes
I'm sorry if I don't listen sometimes
My mind is a constant whirlwind
Filled with pain and regrets
Every time I remember all the atrocities I've committed
I don't find any peace
That's why at 1am I'm awake
Crying and watching the sky
I'm always thinking about her
You don't know her
Because I ripped her away
I didn't let you meet her
And as I hold my tummy
It's like I feel her kicking
At night I feel her cries
And when you say you love me
I break a little more because I don't deserve your love
I don't want you to love me
I want you to look at me and hate me
Maybe then it will satisfy the demons in mind
That keeps jabbing hateful words
I'm sorry I can't hold to this anymore.
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Comments
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Sharon Kili
You such a good poet girl, đź’–đź’–loved it
166 wk ago
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Hillary Kiprop
With skills like yours, you don't need luck — but good luck in your work
160 wk ago
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Cherop
Amazing piece🔥
159 wk ago
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Rapando
There's a way you write, I can spot your work wherever. Good one
159 wk ago
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Livingness
You expressed for me sth I never really could put down in words
159 wk ago
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Cynthy
Thank you all ♥️
159 wk ago